Hawai'i Nei......I'm Ready....Are you? ;)

See You Soon Kids =)

 --Pxkaes--

Somwhere hidden...

 

Some people seem to think the truth is not where you find it, but where a person hides it.

=PxKaes=

When the facade clears your left with...?

The trouble with people today is that they want to get to the promise land without going thru the wilderness.
I myself have been going thru the wilderness for the last four years while the fake UN-Originals dined on my scraps & past success and tried to pass it off as their own.
They might have fooled the fools, but game recognize game...Or lack of it!

An individual who will remain nameless once asked a girl i was talking to to why she wouldn't commit to him other than occasional hook ups, what she saw in me?...
He went on to say in a comparable manner.
 "Does he have money?"
(Nope)
 "Does he have houses?"
(nope)
 "Does he have cars?"
(nope)
 "Then why do you want to be with this guy who doesn't have shit and is in fkn prison?" 
...Isnt it funny how he's jealous of a person he was so quick to point out "doesnt have shit"...Ahahahahaha!
My answer is this. It's called SUBSTANCE & PASSION!
It drives REAL attraction when the hollow empty truth of what of what you have to offer fades.
When the effects of what you clouded them temporarily with clear up...You will often find yourself alone searching for your next victim. Keep it PONO and learn something from this experience. Don't hate just move on.
I really do wish people like this the best, but also that they will learn and grow into a better person.

-PxKaes-

If you want to you can...

 

 Its kind of churchy but i found it pretty inspiring. Like all good things, take from it what you can, and leave your positive testament as a form of payback.
-God makes a promise- Faith believes it,
Hope anticipates it, Patience quietly awaits it.

 -PxKaes- 

Real Talk - LIES!!!

Actions speak louder than words-and speak fewer lies!

~PxKaes~

Official Music Video- All The Above HQ (With Lyrics)

Returning Home...

I'm almost out of this cold place i been in since 2007, a lot has changed.
The scenery looks the same but it feel's foreign, its hard to explain.
I don't feel the same, i know that's for sure.
 

My fair weather friends prolly wont be there to meet me because lets face it...I cant offer anything besides my friendship and to them those are disposable quality's like the take out containers at zippys.
 

This time away has allowed me to clean my yard and cut the grass, i can see all the snakes still on there belly's slithering away into the same crowded nightlife that kept them hidden and from being exposed for who they really are.
 

My game is strong as ever though and someone actually had the audacity to try and slither their way in, but like i said the grass got cut and i told her she needed to rake him and the leaves and toss it in the trash where they belong.

If my last one caretaker were strong enough i would still have the lovely house i built before i came in, but its still in Hawaii, i just wasn't able to help defend it because i was in prison.
 

There are alot of things out there that when i wasn't around to watch over it people saw it as an opportunity to acquire it as if it was their own, the sad lack of originality and drive in their lives is shown thru those actions. I left some big shoes to fill and it seems as if there still barefoot trying to pick up what i leave behind.

What goes thru these peoples heads when they attempt to steal what little i have left.
That just means they must feel they have even less than what i have. I kinda feel sorry for them but...Keep chasing rainbows until you can be comfortable in your own skin and in your own life.
 

Tha'ts my best piece of advice for them...Killing Pain one day at a time!

-Aloha Keoni "PxKaes" Payton-

See you Soon

=)

"Friends"

Overcast with a chance of unfriendly showers...Coming soon!

 -PxKaes-